Im tired of this feeling. Im tired of feeling alone & depressed. Im tired of telling people Im fine when Im really a mess. Im tired of people constantly asking me who I hang out with or if Im a loser. Why cant they ask me how Im holding up or how Ive been? Why cant things go back to how they were a year ago? When i had all my best friends & when i was truely happy. Why cant my best friend come back so things can finally go back to normal? Why cant I have a peaceful sleep without having to cry myself to sleep? Why cant my mom get off my back already & stop telling me go out & that everything will be fine? Wheres everyone who said they “will be here for me”? I thought I had so many friends who will make me feel like nothing changed. But i realized that i have absolutely no one. & Im tired of it. Im tired of feeling alone.